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Saturday, December 17, 2011
Thursday, November 24, 2011
Today was glorious! It started with a 5 mile run with three great friends. I came home to the smells of coffee and bacon cooking on the griddle. Ryan had made breakfast and the boys were all snuggled up on the couch with their big cousins. After a leisure morning we went to my in-laws for a full day of family, food, relaxing and laughing. We enjoyed wonderful food, a beautiful table and headed out for a walk in 65 degree weather. The kids played together beautifully and the grown-ups got to laugh and reminisce about Auntie Lois and all the treasured Thanksgiving traditions we have.
We have more family time ahead with my side of the family. We have more football and friends to look forward to as well. The abundance of grace poured out on this family is overwhelming. God is so obviously good to us and I am so, so, so thankful.
This heart of mine is still in training. I know that as I learn how to give thanks when goodness and grace is obvious that my heart and mind are learning how to give thanks for times ahead when grace looks unexpected. I remember that He asks me to give thanks all the time.
I read one time that when we presume something is bad we are really trying to be God. Remember back in the garden. Adam and Eve wanted to have the knowledge of good and evil to be more like God, as if His proclaimed goodness wasn't to be trusted. We still fall into the same sin when we judge something as good or bad without knowing the past, present and future. I think that's why He asks us to be continually giving thanks. It is an act of trust. In essence, when we say thank you to God we are saying, "I trust your love, your goodness and Who You Are no matter what."
These words from Colossians say it better than I ever could...
"Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts since as members of one body you were called to peace, AND BE THANKFUL. Let the word of Christ dwell in you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom and as you sing psalms, hymns and spiritual songs WITH GRATITUDE IN HEARTS TO GOD. Whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, GIVING THANKS TO GOD THE FATHER THROUGH HIM." Colossians 3:15-17
"Since the day we heard about you, we have not stopped praying for you and asking God to fill you with the knowledge of His will through all spiritual wisdom and understanding. We pray this in order that you may live a life worthy of the Lord and may please Him in every way. Bearing fruit in every good work, growing in the knowledge of God, being strengthened with all power according to His glorious might so that you will have great endurance and patience and JOYFULLY GIVING THANKS TO THE FATHER who has qualified you to share in the inheritance of the saints in the kingdom of light." Colossians 1: 9-12
I am forever thankful for...
~salvation. He rescued me from the dominion of darkness and brought me into the kingdom of the son He loves. In whom, is redemption the forgiveness of sins. (Col 1:13-14)
~books that inspire
~family that I love
~lunch with my mommy
~shopping with my mommy
~Nannie and Hallie making up stories
~My kids running with great big smiles to see Nannie
~Zac's thanksgiving play at school
~holding Ryan's hand
~A back rub from Ryan
~Cousins playing the Princess Pink Restaurant
~Zac saying, "I'm thankful God had me adopted to you, mommy."
~meeting Melia's cardiologist. It was exactly the meeting I needed.
~Hope, no fear.
~friends I can count on
~comforts of home.
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 9:15 PM
Saturday, November 5, 2011
One of the things I love about my job as a PA is patient education. I love to explain how the body works, why I am prescribing a certain regimen or medicine and especially what lifestyle changes may help improve well-being.
Well, this whole gratitude thing has started to overflow into my daily clinical practice. There are so many, many people living out of control lives with hurts, habits and hang-ups that disrupt sleep, relationships, jobs...the list goes on and on.
My approach first addresses a person's physical needs, immediate and long term. Sometimes this involves medicine for a multitude or reasons. But, then I also address a person's spiritual and emotional needs. One of the easiest ways to approach this sometimes sensitive topic is to invite my patients to start a gratitude journal. I have not run across one person who isn't willing to entertain the idea of giving thanks for small things and big things and everyday things in their lives. Of course, the act of giving thanks begs the question, "Who are you thanking?"
So, time will tell if this practice and these conversations impact my patients for the kingdom, but I certainly have seen it transform things in my mind, heart and life. I hope it will do the same for others. I believe it can.
This gift God has given us in inviting us to give thanks all the time and in all circumstances is part of our freedom in Christ. We are set free from worry about tomorrow or regret about yesterday when our mind is fixed on giving thanks for every small detail about today. Sure, if a person has spent the majority of their lives fixed on worry, regret, anger....then the transformation of the mind will take time and practice. But, that is what the gratitude list is all about. Practicing and in doing so, being transformed.
We have had a lot of things in our family lately that could and should, according to the world, bring fear and anxiety. But, I am thankful that God is good and thankful that He is faithful and thankful that His plans for me and my family are based on eternal purposes and He acts in love and thankful that He works all things together for our good. Here are the latest gifts He has given...
~more days with my mother in law, Jean
~cousin time in Kansas
~calm, sure faith seen in my father-in-law
~seeing a good friend, healed of cancer
~first Husker game with Hallie and Jacob
~Zac's hugs and positive attitude
~a healthy report on Melia
~warm house when the wind blows
~wrestling, giggling brothers
~coming to mom for hugs when the wrestling gets out of hand
~coming to mom for a hug when Hallie bit her tongue
~dinner with our friends, celebrating our dear friend's birthday as one of the family
~hockey game with the kids
~Zac falling asleep in the car.
~Jacob's last words tonight, "I want Husker gear for Christmas, #22" (after a loss)
...the list goes on and on and makes me smile every time!
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 10:15 PM
Thursday, October 20, 2011
I found this recipe on the pioneer woman website. I usually brace myself for the complaints I get when trying a new recipe, especially one that is "fancy" and not specifically geared toward kids. Well, let me tell you this one surprised me. I had no complaints and it is now one of Jacob's favorite dishes. We call it...
Three Cheese Pasta Shells
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 8:30 PM
Thursday, October 13, 2011
~thankful that I am lonely when Ryan is gone. It means I know real love.
~thankful when I am sick. It reminds me that one day I will never be sick again.
~thankful when I repent to my kids after being a grouch (sin). It reminds me I am forgiven in Christ.
~thankful for sleeping alone. It creates in me a compassion for my daughter in China that leads to prayer for her.
The Spirit is opening my eyes to see a reason to always, always give thanks and see beauty in ashes. Thankful.
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 12:35 PM
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
I'm constantly refining and relearning the purposeful act of giving thanks at all times and in all circumstances. The Lord reminded me just yesterday in 1 Thes 5:18 that it is His will that I give thanks in all circumstances. I am thankful to be thankful, that He is giving me eyes to see Him in all things. Truly, eucharisteo, the sacrifice of praise and thanksgiving for undeserved grace, brings joy!
Yesterday I was sick, Hallie was sick, the boys were sick...sick, sick, sick! Let me tell you how thankful I am for sick days...
~Hallie home from school, snuggling on the couch
~her hands playing with my hair
~each of us doing devotions on the couch together
~reading our books together on the couch in quiet
~Her book choice, "Little House in the Big Woods"
~cleaning out her closet together
~laundry done (all of it, for at least 4 hours)
~Zac's bravery at the dentist. Two teeth pulled without a tear
~medicine to lessen pain and an amazingly skillful dentist
~Jacob's attitude. He rarely complains.
~Watching Jacob construct lego masterpieces at the after school club
~Our home. Quiet, safe, peaceful
~Phone calls from Ryan throughout the day.
I keep thinking that God is training my heart and mind to think about things above, not earthly things so that I might keep the faith no matter what this life throws at me in the future. I am thankful he is training me to rejoice, be filled with joy and celebrate Him even on sick days. Yesterday sure was great!
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 8:50 AM
Monday, October 3, 2011
Last weekend I ran the Omaha Marathon in honor of my dear daughter, Melia. It's no wonder Paul compares life and faith to running a race. It's no wonder the pastor at our church used a marathon to describe parenting. It's a great analogy, and running that race has really impacted my perspective on life. So, here goes...
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 9:17 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
I was challenged through some different readings yesterday and by the Holy Spirit to embrace the full life right now. The only way to really live fully is with an attitude of gratitude for the moments. When we wish for things to come we are silently telling God, "What you have given today isn't enough." When we regret or exalt the past we are telling God, "What you have given today isn't enough."
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 8:53 AM
Monday, September 19, 2011
I am so blessed to be digging in deep to Colossians. The Holy Spirit is taking Paul's words to the faithful followers at Colosse and impressing them on my heart in Omaha, NE. He is reminding me to remember the freedom I have when because I have chosen to trust in Christ. It is a beautiful thing that God is doing in me day by day. Slow, but good.
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 11:51 AM
Saturday, September 10, 2011
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Wednesday, September 7, 2011
God is so good to us. While we were yet sinners He died for us. Why would he do such a thing? Because His love for us is crazy. It doesn't make sense to the world and it is extravegent. Christ didn't listen to the temptations of Satan and this world, he knew that love would cost Him, but he did it anyway so that we could be his forever. Temporary pain for an eternal gain.
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 9:14 AM
Friday, September 2, 2011
I wanted to let you know about an organization called, Brittany's Hope.
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 8:27 PM
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
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Tuesday, August 23, 2011
God has brought me to the book of Colossians for scripture memory lately. By focusing on memorizing just one verse every day and repeating all the previous verses each day the Word is coming alive in a whole new way. God's merciful, endless grace poured out and described by Paul in Colossians calls me to thankfulness.
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 8:51 PM
Monday, August 15, 2011
There is nothing more powerful than seeing Jesus. You might ask, "Katie, have you really seen him? Seriously?" My answer to you is YES! When we see his bountiful, overflowing, never-ending gifts poured out so freely and lavishly over us every day we encounter him and we get glimpses of him. Counting these blessings has opened my eyes to see Him and his grace and mercy.
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 11:15 AM
Friday, August 12, 2011
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Wednesday, August 10, 2011
The Third Grader
The First Grader
August 10th and we are back to school in Millard! The summer was absolutely wonderful with the kids and I am sad to see it come to a end. BUT, I am also excited to see what unfolds this next year with all three of my big kids in school!
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 9:30 PM
Friday, July 29, 2011
Today, my friend sent me a link to a wonderful editorial about motherhood. It speaks of the selfless love that is required of a mother and how the world so often directly and indirectly opposes that kind of love. I am by no means a perfectly, selfless mother so the article challenged and encouraged me. I hope you might also read it.
Because we are close to bringing our daughter Melia home, of course my thoughts went to her after reading the article. You see, Melia has some known congenital heart defects. That "known" information can seem overwhelming if I let the world influence my passion and emotions. After all, it might seem to some like a lot to take on. But, it is only because it is what is known. The unknown is in God's hands. Her future, however many days and years she has is in the hands of a faithful Father who says He IS love. He can not operate out of anything but love for my family, my children, because He IS love.
And, the reality is that all my days, all my other childrens' days are unknown to me, but known by this good, loving God that I have come to trust. He says, and I believe Him, that He goes before all things and in Him all things hold together (Col 1:17). He says that He empowers us to labor and struggle with all His energy which powerfully works in us (Col 1:29).
Because of the hope in Him and the love from Him I joyfully labor in the opportunity to pour out myself for one of my callings...motherhood. I rejoice because I have discovered over time that dying to myself, living like Christ, actually brings blessing, joy and peace. So, with a thankful heart for the overflowing love I give thanks for...
966. Jacob's caution 967. Riding a roller coaster with Mr. Adventure, Zac
968. Hallie choosing to be with us over friends
969. Ryan's spontaneity...Adventureland on a Tuesday!
970. Melia's inquistive look in the picture I stare at each morning.
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 9:43 PM
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
951. Air Conditioning
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 7:02 AM
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
941. Boys flying down the hill on their bikes with no hands on a summer day
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 10:13 PM
Sunday, July 10, 2011
Our dear, sweet Hannah is moving out next weekend. We are wondering what we will do without her around. Here is an example of how helpful she can be...
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 10:32 PM
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
931. The ache in my heart for Melia
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 7:35 AM
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
...I would like to introduce to you Melia Xinai Horner! (pronounced Meh-lee-uh Shin-eye)
Posted by Ryan and Katie at 9:19 PM